I’ve become such a lazy and unmotivated person. My ambition died when I started college and still hasn’t returned to me for summer. I used to be perfectly content working my studio for hours on end everyday during the summer. Now, it’s only satisfying for one day and I genuinely hate most of the stuff I make. I just don’t know what I want to accomplish this summer. I have a job for July and possibly August. I have a trip to Chicago in July. And, all the time in between, I’m lost. I know I should exercise. I know I should look for more scholarships. I know I should work on a lot of things that I won’t get the chance to during the schoolyear. Or, as my mom says, I should have some summer goals… because apparently relaxing all day makes me a loser. So dissatisfied with myself right now.
Boys Don’t Cry (Acoustic) - The Cure
One of my favorite songs of all time. And, as usual - everything sounds great acoustic. Think I could listen to this all day.
Netflix, working in my studio, making peanut butter cookies, and naps… Gosh, I feel boring.

I think we all say this when we’re not really “fine.” The fake term for content.